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Everything Anyone Ever Wanted To Know About You | Created by LaBelleAmie and taken 12283 times on bzoink! | | The Basic Stuff | | Name? | chelsea | | Age? | 16 | | Height? | 5'6 | | Weight? | nunya | | Birthday? | august 26th | | Birthplace? | altoona | | Current Location? | hollidaysburg | | School/Grade? | hollidaysburg area senior high ... 11th | | Zodiac Sign? | virgo | | Chinese Zodiac Sign? | heh? | | Righty or Lefty? | righty | | Haircolor? | dirty blond with highlights and black tips | | Eyecolor? | greenish blue | | Skin Color? | white | | About You | | What's Your Family Situation (Parents, Siblings, etc)? | dad and mom ... not together, sister abby | | Any Pets? | yea | | If So What Are They? | a dog, josh | | Favorite Relative? | amy | | Least Favorite Relative? | hmmm i'd have to think long and hard for that one | | What's Your Heritage/Race? | caucasion | | Political Affilation? | democrat | | Love & Sex | | Sexuality? | heterosexual | | Are You In A Relationship Now? | yea | | If So, With Whom? | bradley michael burket | | For How Long? | 9 almost going on 10 months ... | | Are You In Love? | yes | | Do You Have A Crush On Anyone? | yea, brad | | Ever Had A Crush On Someone Of The Same Sex? | ohh yea, NOT | | How Old Were You When You Had Your First Kiss? | 8 .. when i played spin the bottle, but technically 14 | | Virgin? | nope | | If Not, How Old Were You When You Had Sex For The First Time? | 15 | | Was It Enjoyable? | it hurt like a bitch | | What's The Farthest You've Ever Gone? | all the way baby ... first one yah! | | Where Do You Most Like To Be Kissed? | neck | | Best Love Quote? | if your a bird, im a bird | | Your Friends | | Best? | sis and tim ... jess .. | | How Many Do You Have? | five .. that i trust with my life | | More Guys Or Girls? | its about equal | | Love Them All? | of course | | Any You Wish You Were Closer To? | kristin ... | | Oldest? | well, jess | | Newest? | caytlin | | Pen Pal? | nope | | Friends And Words: Associate Them | | Pen | ryan | | Flower | sis | | Pink | jess | | Window | shay | | Heart | caytlin | | Mother | sis | | Bread | jimmy | | Insane | bradley | | Sunglasses | tim | | Pimp | erik | | Cross | shay | | Lonely | shay | | Car | brad, jess, tim | | Music | tim | | This Or That | | Boxers or Briefs? | boxers | | Thongs or G-Strings? | thongs | | Shorts or Pants? | pants | | Shoes or Barefeet? | shoes | | Books or Movies? | movies | | Night or Day? | night | | Dark or Light? | dark | | Mountains or Beach? | beach | | Snow or Sun? | sun | | Pepsi or Coke? | coke | | Guys or Girls? | guys | | Swim or Surf? | swim | | For or Against | | Gay Marriage? | for | | Abortion? | againest bitches ... anyone who gets one, deserves to die | | Bush Getting Re-elected? | againest | | Suicide? | selfish -- although sometimes i debate | | War? | againest | | Pants? | for | | Clothes In General? | for | | Penises? | for haha | | Favorites | | Color? | baby blue | | Number? | 28 | | Holiday? | halloween | | Season? | summer | | Movie? | the notebook, the rundown .. lots | | Book? | the notebook | | Magazine? | seventeen | | Food? | salad | | Drink? | coke, WATER | | TV Show? | csi: crime scene investigation, OBSESSED | | Song? | too many | | Band? | too many | | Computer Game? | diner dash .. although i dont own it | | Video Game? | counterstrike | | Anime/Manga? | huh? | | Shirt? | the used, taketops | | Pants? | my mudd ones with the whole in the side and croch | | Actor? | stiffler | | Actress? | ashley judd | | Singer? | the used, dashboard, hatebreed, tupac | | Flower? | daffidol | | Scent? | my shine perfume that everybody freely uses | | Animal? | monkey | | Cookie? | sugar | | The Future | | Want To Go To College? | technical school | | What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? | cosmetologist ... never happen though | | Want To Get Married? | yea | | Want To Have Kids? | someday | | What Would Their Names Be? | Michael Scott, and Erin Star | | How Many? | 2 at least | | Where Do You Want To Live? | not close to the city such as altoona | | Where Do You Want To Get Married? | somewhere beautiful | | How Do You Want To Die? | painlessly | | More Stuff About You | | Piercings? | ears ... soon to be tounge | | Tattoos? | nope | | Smoke? | yea | | Drink? | yea | | Do Drugs? | some | | Skinny Dip? | nope | | Greatest Fear? | rejection .. thunder and lightning | | Chocolate or Vanilla? | chocolate | | Go To Church? | no | | Religion? | protestant | | Scars? | ohh yea | | CDs Owned? | lots | | Collections? | ducks | | Like To Be Naked? | hahahahahha | | Ever Eaten Sushi? | no | | An Entire Case Of Oreos? | nope | | Been On Stage? | nope | | Danced In The Rain? | yea | | Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? | no | | Weirdest Dream? | chicken sandwich chasing me up the road | | Best Dream? | me and brad ... | | Saddest Dream? | me and brad breaking up because he cheated on me | | Dream You Most Wish Would Come True? | soo many | | Think You're Attractive? | nope | | Shoplifted? | yea | | Been Caught "Doing Something"? | pretty much .. | | Weirdest Makeout Place? | not the weird makeout place ... the church haha | | Like Thunderstorms? | nope | | Favorite Shoes? | my dvs | | Favorite Quote? | jesus fucking christ fucking dickhead (inside joke) | | Best Advice Given? | leave him bitch | | Worst Advice Given? | hahaha ... just go kill yourself | | Favorite Song Lyric? | tear my bones ... | | What Quote Says Most About Your Life? | how can you answer the question whats wrong when theres nothing right? | | Glad This Is Over? | sorta | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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im getting ready effin frusterated!!
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well i havent updated for a while ... frankly this just gets old...
well jess started going out with seth .. im happy for her. they make such a cute couple. i hope he treats her better then previous boyfriends.
i hung out with shay twice while she was up here ... i miss that girl. me jess and brittani went to the pool hall and wendys .. we made quite a mess but oh well.
my cousins were up this weekend, i hung out with dustin once. we had a picnic on sunday for markie. that was boring .. because none of my family decides to speak to me. im just the outcast.
my mom came back from england ...today she's trying to quit smoking. i dont think it'll last.
since amy left she wont call or answer my call. shes just mad because i told her boyfriend. fuck that trailer trash whore.
me and jess hung out last thursday for about an hour .. i had fun although. it was cool.
me and brad are on the good side ... we got into a fight yesterday but we dont fight that long, because we love each other.
me and kristin are fighting ... woopty doo. no competition there. i said it for everybody, to bad kaylas that only one that spoke out with me.
my dogs being a pain in my ass ...
me and shay are having our own prom ... because were cool like that. i told brad that and he thought i was taking shay to prom and he got mad.
me and brad basically hung out with sis and tim all weekend ... this weekend well sunday was tim and sis's 10 year anniversary and they invited us to spend it with them, wow i love them. we went to the play park, and to his paps. sis met his grandparents ... hahahahahahahahahahaha.
thursday brad got smashed by a cow, and was off work until today. today he told me he just wants to tell everyone fuck you ... well not me, but you know.
brooke is beautiful <3
me and cayt have plans to hang out .. well were gunna make plans.
im gunna go play isketch with brooke, i'll update more later. this was just a runby
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x. name: chelsea x. birthplace: altoona hospital
x. birthday: august 26th x. heritage: german ... that's about all i know
x. piercings: 2 in my ears x. height: 5'6"
x. shoe size: .. anywhere from 9-10 x. siblings: abby ...
L A S T . .
x. movie you rented : uh, i can't remember it's been so long x. movie you bought : holy shit ... uhm x. song you listened to : the killers - mr. brightside x. song you had stuck in your head : this song amy made me download ... x. song you've downloaded : alkaline trio songs .. and mest x. person you've called : sis x. person that called you : brad x. person you talked to online: jess x. time you dyed your hair: this february x. time you took pictures: i take pictures everyday because im cool like that x. tv show you've watched : csi bitches x. person you were thinking of: always my bradley
D O . .
x. you have a bf or gf : yes x. you have a crush on someone : yes x. you wish you could live somewhere else : anywhere but here x. you think about suicide : always x. you believe in online dating : fuck that x. others find you attractive : some .. mark that some x. you want more piercings: yes x. you want more tattoos : yes x. you drink : yea x. you steal : i used to, until i got caught x. you do drugs : yea x. you like cleaning : sometimes x. you write in cursive or print : both x. you carry a donor card : nope
C H O O S E O N E . .
x. black/white: black x. morning/night: night x. pool/jacuzzi: pool x. britney/christina: SLUTS! x. sunlight/moonlight: moonlight x. blonde/brunnette: blonde x. short hair/long hair: medium ... on girls, short short on guys
F A V O R I T E . .
x. food : hoagies .. ham x. color: baby blue x. number: 28 x. song : too many x. thing to do : sleep ...hang out with the main friends x. thing to talk about : a little bit of everything, but its hard when there so fucking stuck on themselves x. candy: kit kat x. drinks : ice tea x. movies : the notebook, american history x, slc punk x. holiday : christmas
W H A T. P O P S. I N. Y O U R. H E A D . . .
x. banana: yellow x. holes: craters x. backstreet boys: yea yea yea, gay x. fingers: nails x. parrot: rainbow x. coconut: lime x. green: mower x. red: blood x. sleep: dreams x. money: very little x. food: depresses me x. knife: kitchen
R A N D O M . . .
x. are you bored yet: yeah x. do you love me: wtf?
W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .
x. Pierce your nose or tongue? neither, dont wanna be trendy x. Be serious or be funny? funny x. Drink whole or skim milk? whole A R E Y O U . .
x. Simple or complicated? simple and complicated
D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
x. Flowers or angels? flowers x. Grey or gray? gray x. Color or black-and-white photos? black and white x. Lust or love: love x. Sunrise or sunset? sunset x. M&Ms or Skittles? skittles x. Rap or rock? rock x. Staying up late or waking up early? staying up late x. TV or radio? radio x. Eating apples or oranges? apples
A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . .
x. Do you have a crush? yes x. Who is it? my bradley
D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
x. Being hot or cold? warm .. i hate being cold, and i hate being hot x. Goin out or staying in? going out x. Sun or moon? moon x. Emeralds or rubies? emeralds .. x. Having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend, i wish x. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate x. Boys or girls? girls x. Green beans or carrots? carrots x. Low fat or fat free? low fat
M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . .
x. What is your biggest fear? rejection x. Kids or no kids? kids x. Cat or dog? dog x. Mustard or ketchup? ketchup x. Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard x. Newspaper or magazine? magazine x. Sandals or sneakers? sneakers x. Wonder or amazement? amazement x. Red car or white car? white x. Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor x. Singing or dancing? singing x. Hugging or kissing? hugging x. Happy or sad? happy
W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .
x. Where do you want to live? anywhere but here x. kind of job do you want? cosmetologist .. i dream to far x. want to get married? i am
W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . .
x. 2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 2 x. Coffee or ice cream? ice cream x. Shampoo or conditioner? conditioner x. One pillow or two? two
x. 1 MINUTE AGO: got a bowl of cereal x. 1 DAY AGO: hung out with my baby ... and saw sis for the first time in a while x 1 WEEK AGO: was easter .. then again hung out with my baby x. 1 YEAR AGO: school blew, summer ruled .. met my bradley
x. I LOVE: bradley michael burket x. I HATE: many many people x. I HIDE: too many things x. I DRIVE: i dont
x. I LEARNED: it takes time to get what you want x. I WAIT: a while ...
x. Current Clothes: tanktop and boy shorts x. Current Mood: weird x. Current Music: the killers x. Current Taste: corn pops x. 1 thing i should be doing: taking a shower, going out to eat with brads mom x. Current Desktop Picture: me, brad, and my aunt nell x. Current Refreshment: ice tea
yes Or nO
x. -you keep a diary: yea x. -you like to cook: no, cause i SUCK x. -you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes x. -you believe in love: yes
Have You Ever_ 1: Been kissed = yes 2: Done drugs = yes 3: Eaten an entire box of Oreos = no 4: Been on stage = no 5: Dumped someone else = yes 6: Gotten in a car accident = yea 7: Watched "Punky Brewster" = no 8: Been in love = yes
_Favorites_ 9: Shampoo = dove 10: Toothpaste = crest 11: Soap = dial 12: Type of soup = none 13: Room in your house = my room 14: Instrument = guitar ..
_Either/Or_
15: Coffee or hot chocolate = hot chocolate 16: Big or little = big 17: Lace or satin = lace 18: New or old = both 19: Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt = neve campbell 20: Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt = neither .. 21: Vogue or Material Girl = dunno 22: Jeans or cords = jeans 23: Sweater or sweatshirt = sweatshirt 24: T-shirt or tank top = tank top 25: Skirt or dress = skirt 26: Wool or cotton = cotton 27: Rose or Lily = rose 28: The way it is or the way it was = way it was 29: Oldies or pop = pop 30: Do you have a boyfriend = yes 31: Do you have a best friend = not really
_In the last 24 hours, have you
32: Cried = yea 33: Helped someone = yea 34: Bought something = yea 35: Gotten sick = last night 36: Gone to the movies = no 37: Gone out for dinner = yea 38: Said "I love you" = yes 39: Written a real letter = yea 40: Moved on = from what? 41: Talked to an ex = yea 42: Missed an ex = no 43: Written in a journal = yes 44: Talked to someone you have a crush on = yes 45: Had a serious talk = yea 46: Missed someone = yes 47: Hugged someone = yes 48: Fought with your parents = yea 49: Fought with a friend = want to ...
_Do you_
50: Wear eye shadow = yea 51: Put on a "front" = i have 52: Kiss on the first date = i have 53: Have a crush on someone = yes 54: Eat with your mouth open = no 55: If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would = on the back of my neck ... some kind of star(s) 56: What color is your floor/carpet in your room = i dont have carpet .. i have wooden floors 57: What was the last CD you bought = greenday 58: How did you spend last summer = on a diet .. hanging out with sis and brad 59: When's the last time you showered = last night 60: Are you tired = not really 61: Are you lonely = not for long 62: Are you happy = yea 63: Are you wearing pajamas = hm no 64: Are you talking to someone online = no 65: What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse = b.m.b. 66: What is your astrological sign = virgo 67: What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse = taurus 68: What are you listening to right now = a mix 69: What time is it: 10:30 am
If I were a month I would be: july If I were a day of the week I would be: Saturday If I were a time of day I would be: 12:00 If I were a planet I would be: pluto If I were a sea animal I would be: SEAL!! If I were a direction I would be: right If I were a piece of furniture I would be: coffee table, id hate being layed on If I were a sin I would be: murder If I were a liquid I would be: water If I were a tree I would be: a maple If I were a flower/plant I would be: pink rose If I were a kind of weather I would be: sunny If I were a musical instrument I would be: a guitar If I were an animal I would be: a zebra If I were a colour I would be: baby blue If I were a vegetable I would be : lettuce If I were a sound I would be: music If I were an element I would be: fire If I were a car I would be: truck If I were a song I would be: edwin mccain - wi'll be If I were a movie I would be: slc punk If I were a book I would be: the notebook If I were a food I would be: hoagie If I were a place I would be: target If I were a material I would be: silk or satin If I were a taste I would be: sweet If I were a scent I would be: tommy If I were a word I would be: fuck If I were an object I would be: lamp If I were a body part I would be: lips If I were a facial expression I would be: smile If I were a cartoon character I would be: daria If I were a shape I would be: a star If I were a number I would be: 28
The PRETTIEST female you know- i'd say brooke The WEIRDEST person u know- sis and tim The LOUDEST person u know- sis The SEXIEST person u know- shay ;) Your BEST FRIENDS- i dont really have any, but i'd say amy The person that knows you the MOST- amy The MOST BORING teacher- ms. peterson
WHAT IS: Your most overused phrase on IM: what the hell ... what's up ... dude The last IMAGE/THOUGHT u go to sleep with: whomever im thinking of at the time Your best FEATURE: i think my hair ...
Inside Joke: emily .... i used to have alot, but the people they were with ... DO YOU- []Take a shower everyday- yes.. []Have a/any crush(crushes)- yes []Want to get married: i am ;) []Think your a health freak- no []Get along with your PARENTS- no []Like thunderstorms- no
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME U THINK OF: }Ryan- yea nothing comes to mind }Rob- : jeff lamborns brother }Drew- brads friend }Stephanie- pretty name }Heather- i hate this name }Aaron- carter }Amy- my loverly cousin }Will- my aunts boyfriend }Paul- yea nothing comes to mind again }Eve- adam }John- rich }Laura- hmm yea nothing }Alex- caytlin }Dave- brads friend }Ricky- i dontk now
(PREFERENCES) -Cuddle or Makeout? cuddle
=WOULD U EVER= 1.Eat a bug? no 2.Bungee Jump? probly ... 3.Hang Glide? yea 4.Kill someone? contimplated it 5.Have sex w/ someone u dont love? no 6.Kiss someone of the same sex? no, im not bisexual 7.Have sex w/ someone of the same sex? yea, no yuck 8.Parachute from a plane? yea 9.Walk on hot coal? maybe 10.Go out w/ someone for their looks? no 11.For their reputation? no 12.Be a vegetarian? yea 13.Wear Plaid w/ strips? haha that's a def 14.IM a stranger- depends on who it was 15.Sing Karaoke? no .. i suck at singing and so do other people, most of thme 16.Get drunk off your ass? yes 17.Shoplift? done it already 18.Run a RED light? oh yea, that's the cool thing to do 19.Star in a porn movie? no 20.Dye your hair blue? yea2 1.Be on survivor? yea 22.Wear makeup in public? yes 23.NOT wear makeup in public? yea 24.Cheat on a test? yes 25.Make someone cry? id attempt 26.Call your math teacher a motherfucker? if she pissed me off bad enough 27.Kick a baby? child abuse .. no 28.Date someone more then 10 years older then u? that's gross 29.Cuss out a priest? haha 30.Take a job as a janitor? if i needed to 31.Wear a THO-THO-THO-THO-THONG? yea 32.Stay up all through the nite? most nights
STYLE ({ -- hair: straight .. and pulled up ({ -- clothing: a shirt and jeans ({ -- makeup: cover up, eyeshawdow, eyeliner, lipgloss and chapstick
EITHER / OR ({ -- club or houseparty: houseparty ({ -- tea or coffee: tea ({ -- high achiever or easy-going: easy going ({ -- cats or dogs: dogs ({ -- single or taken: taken ({ -- pen or pencil: pencil ({ -- food or candy: candy ({ -- cassette or cd: CD ({ -- cigars or ciggerettes: cigarettes ({ -- coke or pepsi: coke
WHO DO YOU WANT TO ({ -- kill: many people ({ -- hear from: brad, sis, or maim ({ -- look like: noone, i may be ugly but i'd rather be myself ({ -- see: brad, sis, or maim .. there the only ones there anymore ({ -- be like: myself
DO YOU ({ -- smoke: Yes ({ -- do drugs: yea ({ -- sleep with stuffed animals: no ({ -- have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yes ({ -- talk to strangers who instant message you: yea ({ -- wear hats: sometimes ({ -- like your handwriting: somedays ({ -- believe in ghosts: yes ({ -- trust others easily: no ({ -- like sarcasm: yes ({ -- take walks in the rain: i love it ({ -- kiss with your eyes closed: yess ({ -- sing in the shower: sometimes
A - Act your age - 16 B - Boyfriend – brad C - Chore you hate - dishes D - Dad's name - gus, jeff, scott ... whichever one you prefer E - Essential make up item - eyeliner F - Favorite actor – drew barrymore G - Gold or silver - silver H - Hometown - hollidaysburg I - Instruments you play – none, im gunna learn how to play guitar J - Job title - lazy ass K - Kids – none L - Living arrangements - mom and sister M - Mom's name - michelle N - Number of people you've slept with - 1 O - Overnight hospital stays - none P - Phobia – rejection Q - Quote you like – shit happens - me R - Religious affiliation? – religion isnt my thing S - Sibling – abby T - Time you wake up? 6-6:30 on weekdays and whatever time on weekends U - Unique habit – hmm nothing V - Vegetable you refuse to eat – green beans W - Worst habit – biting my nails .. smoking X - X-rays you've had – teeth Y - Yummy food you make- nothing Z - Zodiac Sign – virgo
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| You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.
Eating Disorders | | 100% | Unipolar Depression | | 100% | Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder | | 50% | Borderline Personality Disorder | | 50% | Antisocial Personality Disorder | | 33% | Schizophrenia | | 0% | </td>
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just stay here with me .... please
did you ever see a girl with a broken smile, well if you didn't ... look at me :(
even though you may never read this ... this is just to let you know that i love you. i've said somethings in the past that i didn't mean, but im sorry. one of these days your just going to up and leave me, and im gunna regret all the things that im putting you through right now. your the love of my life .. and i want you to know that. you really dont know how much you mean to me, but i do ... i know you love me, i can see that, but i just dont know what to do sometimes. some of the insultive things you've said maybe were called for ... maybe i am unpretty and fat, but at least you still love me. sometimes you scare me because i dont know what your doing, or where your at .. i dont want you back in that scene again. you've done so good ... you gave up so much for me, and i love you for that. i have no where to stop .. i could just keep going and going ... today made me realize how much i actually truly do love you. i'll be there for you, for always and forever no matter what happens. i would die for you and i want you to know this. i'd do anything for you ... i thank you for sticking by me through thick and thin ... for this, i know that sometimes you deserve somebody better. our memories ... are like a movie. everytime i think about even attempting to break up with you, our memories run through my head .. from beginning till now. i hope they never end .. i'll never forget the times ive had with you. august 13th ... i'll remember that day distinctly ... and you have to know i trust you or else i would've never done this. i miss the nights spent by each other ... but soon, just soon it'll happen everynight if everything goes as planned. im soo happy that you asked me to marry you, and this is another reason i actually love you. your proposed to me, and i said yes, this should prove that i really do love you with all my heart.
someday im so scared .. that im not gunna be able to call you mine. my bradley michael. im so scared that your never gunna come around ...im so scared of that day ... the day that i'll regret the most. one of these times im gunna loose you ... and i'll die. you'll no longer be the one by my side when im sad ... the one to pick me up when im falling. the one that i love ... that day, i hope never comes around
as of right now, your somewhere in ohio and wont pick up your phone because your mad at me. you've had me worried all day ... and i've been crying on and off all day. i was a stubborn bitch today and said somethings that i didnt mean and you know that. soo whys today soo different .. why is it today you wont pick up your phone. this morning we were the happiest ... even though you were leaving. what happened ... my stupid ass.
i hope im never in anothers eyes ... i hope you believe in me forever.
i love you bradley michael burket ... no matter what. you'll always be in my heart <3
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i did my graduation speech, but i cant guarentee that i passed. i passed the one in class, and they know that everyones nervous so i best past. i didnt really do anything, i used my poster, but they didn't ask me any questions.
monday me and brad went to jethros. on the way there, we got pulled over for his headlight nothing really that bad. i saw G!! i miss that girl soo much ... <3
brad took me to that ... then we went to tractor supply (yah) ... he bought somethings for his new interests. then we went to roaring spring and opened up a banking account. that was fun, money money money. then we went to martinsburg to visit this lady that just turned 100 that he knows. i'd hate to live that long, after i hit 70 im shooting myself. but then again, i wanna go out like the notebook, but that'll never happen. i'll never forget the first time i saw that movie. me, maim, and amy couldn't stop bawling haha. sad sad movie.
then we went out to eat at the gulfstream cafe ... the shittest resteraunt. they're soo cheap they used plastic forks and plates and cups ... i was like jesus christ. then we went to markies, and hung out .. we went mudding that was fun, id do it if i ever get a effin car .. or a truck. he also fixed his headlight and went and got that taken care of. it was hilarious the cop was like can i see it from the porch and brad was like no, and he was like damnit that means i have to walk off the porch in the rain. i found it to be funny. cops arent that bad, well some of them arent i think. then .. we came back here and lounged for a while then went to sis's for a while. we did alot yesterday ..
today, hung out with brad again. he made me breakfast :) ... then we went and played pool. i washed like 2 bags of his laundry because he was out of clothes. i wish he'd just move in with me, id be the happiest bitch ever. now, he's on his way to work and i wont see him for the rest of the time ... we are soo god damn compatiable it's not even funny. theres this thing that was in jess's journal today, like 30 things to make a girl smile, and i swear he does everyone of those things. i say bad things about him ... that i dont mean. this past week, i've realized how much i love him.
when i did brads laundry today ... i overloaded it .. and the water went everywhere. it was sorta kind of funny.
well im gunna go make a profile ... soo i'll write more later.
-- chelsea
i love my bradley michael burket, until death so us part
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[24 Mar 2005|03:45pm] |
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[] I am bisexual or homosexual. [X]I've consumed alcohol. [] I've run away from home. [x]I have lied to my parents about where I am. [x]I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb. [x]I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up. [] I am for Bush. [] I listen to political music. [] I collect comic books. [x]I shut others out when I'm depressed. [] I open up to others easily. [x]I am keeping a secret from the world. [] I watch the news. [x]I own over 5 rap CDs. [] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [x]I own something from Hot Topic. [x]I love Disney Movies. [x]I am a sucker for hair/eyes [] I don't kill bugs. [x]I curse regularly. [] I paid for that cell phone ring. [] I am a sports fanatic. [x]I have "x"s in my screen name. [] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation. [] I love Spam. [x]I bake well. [x]I would wear pajamas to school. [] I own something from Abercrombie. [] I have a job. [] I love Martha Stewart. [] I am in love with love. [] I am guilty oF tYpInG lIkE tHiS [x]I am self conscious. [x]I like to laugh. [] I smoke a pack a day. [] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. [] I loved Go Ask Alice. [x]I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [] I can't swallow pills. [x]I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [] I eat fast food weekly. [x]I have many scars. [] I've been out of this country. [x]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x]I am really ticklish. [] I see a therapist. [] I love chocolate. [x]I bite my nails. [] I am comfortable with being me. [x]I play video games. [] I'm single. [x]I'm in a relationship. [x]Gotten lost in your city. [x]Saw a shooting star. [] Been to any other countries besides the united states. [] I Had a serious Surgery. [x]Gone out in public in your pajamas. [] I have Kissed a Stranger. [x]Hugged a stranger. [] Been in a fist fight. [x]Been arrested. [x]Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [] Made out in an elevator. [x]Swore at your parents. [x]Kicked a guy where it hurts. [] Been to a casino. [] Been skydiving. [] Broken a bone. [x]Skipped school. [x]Flashed someone. [] Saw a therapist. [] Done the splits. [x]Played spin the bottle. [] Gotten stitches. [] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [x]Bitten someone. [] Been to Niagara Falls. [] Kissed a member of the same sex. [] Crashed into a friend's car. [] Been to Japan. [] Ridden in a taxi. [x]Shoplifted. [] Been fired. [] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex. [x]Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back. [] Stole something from your job. [] Gone on a blind date. [x]Lied to a friend. [] Had a crush on a teacher. [] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans. [] Been to Europe. [] Slept with a co-worker. [] Been married. [] Gotten divorced. [] Had children. [x]Saw someone dying. [] Been to Africa. [x]Driven over 400 miles in one day. [] Been to Canada. [] Been to Mexico. [] Been on a plane. [x]Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [] Thrown up in a bar. [] Eaten Sushi. [] Been snowboarding. [] Been Skiing. [] Met someone in person from the internet. [] Been to a moto cross show. [] Lost a child. [] Gone to college. [] Graduated college. [] Done hard drugs. [x]Taken painkillers. [x]Had someone cheat on you. [x]Miss someone right now. [] Had sex up a tree. [] Been in the same bed as 2 people getting it on. [x]Regreted not saying what you wanted at the perfect moment. [] Peed your pants in public. [] Ever wanted to fuck marilyn manson. [x]Ever regret something you did.
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[22 Mar 2005|03:50pm] |
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easter vacation has officially began.
well its tuesday ... and tommorow i have to give my presentation. im in room 12 ... 10 -10:30. im kind of nervous, but it'll be better then giving it to a class because im always afraid someones gunna make fun of me. im not the greatest presenter haha.
i need a job ... i need money ... and i need co-op. next year i have the opportunity to go on co-op, but i have no job. i've calculated i've went to school for 2 months straight yahh!! im so proud of myself, and it's pretty much because i can't miss anymore days unless i have a doctors excuse.
please do this survey ...
would you prefer ... [x] cookies [x] hoagies? comment and reply if you love me or cayt <3
well ... im really fighting with lee this time. theres no kissing ass ... lets face it he's controlled by everyone on this earth, well at least his soo called friends. i ask for a couple fucking hours to hang out with a friend that i haven't hung out with ever since he started dating bitchface lesbian. anyone else wanna control him besides rachel and jr. effin gay
i hope shay comes up for that alkaline trio concert ... i'd like to see her and hang out with her even for an hour.
i was trying to hang out with jess today, but she must be allowed out or allowed to have the car.
well im gunna go ... later lovers
-- chelsea
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[19 Mar 2005|10:37am] |
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proms getting over-rated. could everybody just shut up about it already ... its like almost 2 months away.
brad almost broke up with me yesterday ... but ya know, i think we'll never seperate no matter how much shit we put each other through.
well yesterday i texted jess to see if i could get a few friends off her, and she said that she wasn't driving to shays but she said that if brad drove me over she'd give them to me. well i drove over ... she gave me them then she showed me her beautiful prom dress. she's gunna look beautiful in it. i hope she has fun ... then she asked if she'd drive her over to shay's ... in which we did and i saw shay for about 10 minutes ... i wish i could've hung out with her at least one hour. it makes me sad .. but i gave her a hug and told her i missed her and loved her. maybe i'll hang out with her when she comes up for the alkaline trio concert. who the fuck knows where it's at ...
then later on that night we went down to sis's ... she bought me friends and brad chew which is awesome because we were out. completely .. i dont think i can ever quit.
i fell asleep down there because i didn't get much sleep the night before .. i felt bad because i always yell at brad for that. but i think everyone was tired so .. last night was the first time brad was actually home on time.
today im going shopping with my momma. she's buying me shoes, jeans, and shirts. maybe i can con her into buying me new underwear too. that'd be awesome. i know she doesn't have the money to be doing this, but she sees what the fuck im wearing and i think she feels bad.
april 4th shes going to england until the 12th. amy and ken's staying with me which should be fun. everybody should come over and hang out that week. we'll have a blast. i know one thing, i dont care if i have to drag jess out she's fucking coming over sometime soon.
well im gunna go get a shower and wait for my mom to come back, so i'll write more later. later lovers
i love my bradley ... so much more then i thought
-chelsea
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| what will you do when your daddy's gone? |
[16 Mar 2005|07:24pm] |
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march 16th ... it's been quite a weird day and i dont even know why, it just feels weird like something bads going to happen.
schools been so stressful lately .. i cant wait for this vacation coming up. i wish i had my anniversary off though. ohh well it happens right!
anyways, i changed my journal background to the notebook. i think it's pretty cool. i think im gunna try and find something else. i love that movie, and i think no matter how many times i watch it im still gunna bawl my eyes out.
well ... me and brad have been a little on the rough side. sunday we got into a humungous fight over bowling. isnt that pretty funny? i just let everything go thats been really bugging me. then last night we go into a fight about him not kissing my ass. and i was like oh so im gunna end up like all your other girlfriends, because he said something like he doesn't kiss other girls asses he's just like fuck you. haha not me, cause he's obsessed.
some guy the other day said to amy and her boyfriend ... i'd put on a pink dress if she'd give me the time a day. haha.
i went to lewistown this weekend with maim to help her boyfriend move. i met in the process cheese and nathan. pretty cool guys. im glad amy's happy and isnt putting up with all the bullshit that other guys gave her even though vic was a pretty funny one.
i didnt get to see shay at all .. but im not even going to get into this subject.
well im gunna go take a shower so i'll update later.
i love my bradley michael burket forever and for always
chelsea ann <3
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| dont wanna close my eyes :( |
[11 Mar 2005|07:58pm] |
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....i could stay awake just hear you breathing watch you smile while you are sleeping while you far away dreaming i could spend my life in this surrender i could stay lost in this moment ... forever every moment spent with you is a moment i tresure
i don't wanna close my eyes i don't wanna fall asleep .. cause i miss you baby and i don't wanna miss a thing cause even when i dream of you the sweetest dream will never do ... i'd still miss you baby and i dont wanna miss a thing
im so down anymore ... and i dont know why. im like unhappy about everything. i don't ask for much, but everybody says that i do. wtf? i dont have very many dreams ... my dream the only dream i have is to have a black neon with blue stars .. wow a big dream heh? i know i'll never reach cosmetology school because of poorness. i dont think i'll ever get married because im a bitch (although i am happy that i am engaged).
i have a great loving boyfriend, but ... sometimes its too much. i feel like he's obsessed with me, and i dont want that. somedays i know i hurt him and i feel so bad. who knows ... i love him though no matter what i do say. i treat him like shit too. i should just go fucking kill myself..
my friends .. bout ready to give up. im always the one kissing their ass because i love them. they're friends .. i dont know though, it got old. im done trying to hang out and patch up our friendships. all i wanted was one best friend ... i had it, and we drifted. i pretty much treated her like shit. she knows who she is ... well she should and if she doesn't then i guess she never knew ... hint though: i miss the loves you before getting off the phone, this reassured me that we were friends, now it's byee.. this makes me cry. :(
more and more people talk about my dad everyday ... he's a druggie not ... "you never know where you gunna go with him" most people say .. most people don't know my dad. i love my 'dad', no matter what. i give him credit for trying to pick up his life, by buying a house, and finding a new girlfriend.
everything i love is killing me ...
heres what i dont get ... i cant even support my own habits, but i can support everyone elses. wtf is up with that picture?
me and danielle talked the other day which makes me happy, maybe we'll become better friends. we're friends, but were not i dont even know how to explain it.
one more year of school .. which blows, im doing pretty good in school except in accounting. i have a 79% in there. but i have all 86%s and above .. but in math i have a 91%! im so proud of myself. go me .. go me. this is one thing i am happy for, even though i can't show my mom my report card.
well it's only 8:08 and im going to bed. nothing to do .. no one to talk to. later lovers <3
i love my bradley .. no matter what
-- chelsea
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[08 Mar 2005|06:31pm] |
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anyways ... lifes been pretty sucky ...
me and brad have been hanging out lately ... i attempted to hang out with jess last thursday but her mom went shopping, it's ok though. i saw jamie (chester's sister) she was up for her pap's funeral with pete. i miss that girl soo much, me and maim always used to hang out ... then we usually went to jamies .. and hung out with her and chester and her awesomastic mom and dad .. and trent. all the drives .. to anywhere but nowhere. our attempts at sled riding, and our fat pants at kmart. ohh god how i miss that girl
shay's in town for two weeks and i havent got to see her yet ... i dont know if i'll get to see her but im sure going to try. she's staying clear in altoona .. and i dont know if i can get a ride in there.
summers approaching pretty fast. it's already march .. and easter vacations coming up soon!! im soo excited. although im gunna miss last summer ... it started out at the drive ins with the lovely danielle and the usual lee .. then ended up 'meeting' and finishing with sis, tim, and brad ... awesome awesome times. i miss danielle sooo much. she's still one of my best friends even though i did talk bad upon her .. i do miss her, and i still do love her, and im happy that she's happy with todd.
i also started talking to cayt this year. she's been one of my very good friends. me, her, and shay at lunch was always fun. going to gallos ... we were called the crew. who knows ...
it's almost 8 month for me and brad ... i never thought i could last this long. i have my doubts though and i've been thinking ... they always say let something free and if they come back it's true love. =(
this year it seems like everyone and there brother are talking about me ... i dont know. compared to last year kaylas a witch, though i still love her. i dont even know how to explain it, it just seems soo different from last year. last year we'd talk everyday ... we helped each other through ups and downs. maybe its just different ... everyone including muahself is different.
just think last year tiff was my best friend ... now what happened? a stupid ass gay fag. yea that's right .. who runs to the police for everything. now im best friends with one of her ex best friends ... i've learned so much from tiff, and its hard to actually let 11 years go, but its just sad she'd let her boyfriend run down her friends (including her best friend). no one knows ... no one so don't try to tell me you understand. yea, i do talk bad about tiff, but i dont mean it (well some of it i do) but otherwise ... i'll never forget her, and we will never be friends again .. but i dunno where this is leading to.
my dads been gone for 7 months .. a little over. it doesnt seem like that long because i havent seen him as much as i should of. he just doesnt treat me like his own daughter anymore, ever since my sister was born and its sad. i never had a dad ... a sperm donor and a strange guy that i learn more about everyday. at least my mom and 'dad' are both happier right ...
'bad girl - i think that someone needs a spanking haha'
well i must be going, because im waiting for my baby. were gunna go get some gas and im gunna buy him some food. i'll write more later. byee lovers <3
-- chelsea ann
i love my bradley ... no matter what :/
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[03 Mar 2005|04:09pm] |
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... well lately i haven't been up to much. nothing but the same old shit ...
me and brad have seen each other for the past two weeks ... ever since we broke up. it's been pretty fun. we're getting closer and closer by the day. i really love the kid, and no one else can change that.
i miss my old friends .... even though i love the new ones to death. me and jess were soo tight back in the day ... now it just seems like were acquaintances. maybe i've been a bad friend ... well yea i most likely have been a bad friend, but i miss her to death. she always stuck by me through thick and thin ... we were like an old married couple. we disagree on somethings, but that shouldn't stop us from being friends. were hanging out today, im soo excited.
me and cayt have been getting close too. i can talk to her about anything anymore .... who knows.
im on this CSI kick. every weekend that's all i do anymore.
shay's coming up this weekend ... well tommorow. i miss shay sooo much. she's my banana muffin no matter what. im gunna try and stay awake and call her sometime this week ... to confirm on our plans we made a while back. i love you shayan ... your well missed up here.
i did my practice grad speech the other day ... ahh i got a 91%. im soo proud of myself. i did soo well ... better then some other people.
ohh yea, i wanted to apologize to kayla for what i said to her yesterday. i think she should know what im talking about. i didn't mean it the way it came out, i was actually just kidding. i love you kayla!!
well im out for now .. im waiting for jess to arrive. i'll update later
i love my bradley forever and for always .. no matter what
-- chelsea
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[02 Mar 2005|12:32pm] |
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
» I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms:
RANDOM QUESTIONS
[1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you sleep with me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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YOUR LIFE____ [x] they call me: chelsea [x] also: chels [x] sex: female [x] my first breath of air: august 26th, 1988 [x] age: 16 [x] occupation: student .. [x] nationality: dont really know [x] best homegirl[s]: sis, maim, jess, cayt, kayla
____REWIND____ [x] most memorable memory: too many anymore [x] worst?: every one of them was my dad [x] first word uttered: i dont know [x] first bestfriend ever!?: tiff .. ten years, bye
____FAST FORWARD____ [x] college planning to go: dont wanna go to college [x] future resident of: hollidaysburg [x] looking forward to thanksgiving: thanksgivings over .. haha [x] NOT looking forward to: grad speeches
____PLAY____ [x] feeling: sick [x] Listening: to a movie [x] Talking: to no one [x] doing: this survey [x] craving: food [x] thinking of: what im doing today [x] hating: myself
____LOVE?____ [x] love is: undescribable [x] first love: steve 'effin' porter [x] love or lust?: depends ... [x] best love song: i'd have to go with g .. edwin mccain [x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: no [x] when love hurts, you: cry [x] true or false - all you need is love: yea [x] have you ever been in love?: yes [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: i don't believe
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____ [x] turn ons: eyes - personality [x] turn offs: bO - the ones who just want sex [x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no ... [x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: anything they want [x] where do you go to meet new people?: nowhere [x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: just messing around
____PICKY PICKY____ [x] dog or cat: dog [x] short or long hair: medium [x] innie or outie: innie [x] sunshine or rain: sunshine [x] moon or sun: moon [x] basketball or football: football [x] righty or lefty: righty [x] hugs or kisses: hugs [x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: one best friend. [x] tv or radio: radio [x] starbucks or jamba juice: starbucks [x] mc donalds or burger king: burger king [x] summer or winter: summer [x] written letters or e-mails: written letters [x] playstation or nintendo: playstation [x] disney or nickelodeon: disney [x] car or motorcycle: motorcycle [x] house party or club: houseee [x] sing or dance: dance [x] freak or slow dance: slow dance [x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim [x] google or ask jeeves?: google
____MISCELLANEOUS____ [x] can you swim?: yea [x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: falling in public ... [x] what are you scared of?: rejection [x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: passing my grad speech ... yahh! haha [x] what kinda roof is over your head?: uhm .. a white one [x] do you like tomatoes?: no [x] how many TVs in the house?: 4 [x] how many phones?: 5 [x] how many residents?: 3 ... 4 including my dog [x] how many DVDs do you have?: about ohh 20 [x] last dentist visit: october [x] last doctor visit: end of january [x] last phone call: bradley <3
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| i haven't updated in over 20 days .... |
[19 Feb 2005|06:12pm] |
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alots been going on in my life ...
lets see ... over these past days, me and brad broke up, but of course we're back together because we actually love each other. for valentines day we went out to eat and took a walk even though it was raining. then we just laid together for hours. i love that kid soo much ... he got me a stuffed frog and roses (all sorts of different colors) purple, pink, red, yellow with red ... if you could see them there the prettiest. jess got me a carnation too .. and me and cayt got annoymous ones (haha i love you caytlin ... good times <3)
me and my father are no longer on speaking terms ... he is useless and i've given up all hope for him. hes become a pathetological liar and i have no one in life ...
uhm ... me and maim have been hanging out lately. i miss that girl ... things just get old, but they never get old with her. we could do the same damn thing everyday and it'd just be something new. i hung out with her ... monday, wednesday, and thursday .. it was nice.
ive come to the conclusion ... somethings just arent meant to be. my friendships mainly ... they never seem to turn out. im not gunna say anything about anyone in particular, but some are just better friends then others ... im not the greatest friend to some people i know, but sometimes i just get soo mad ... and i say things i dont mean. who knows who cares..
NOTE TO SELF: i owe kayla $.40.
the friends i met last year aren't the same ... they think their greater then everyone now, just because they have more friends ... they think their god this year. reality check ... your not (check)
my grad speech is due well ... this tuesday or wednesday. that's depressing ... i got my visual aide done at least but i still have to do the speech .. it wont be that hard. i just need to get a jist of what i should do for the narrative section. who knows?
by the looks of it .. im hanging out with brad tonight (hopefully) i love my baby soo much ... i may talk bad about him, and some of it i do mean, but i can't do what i always say im gunna do ...
i'll update later because my familys here with the new baby, kaylie. she's just the cutest thing.
later lovers <3
chelsea ann**
i love my bradley michael burket
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ok so i havent written in a while ...im bored out of my mind. i was sent home early from school today because i had a fever. i was sick ... see didnt i tell you.
brad was supposed to come visit me ... but he's doing something for the lady up the road from him.
yea SoMeOnE was on his screen name today ... couldnt tell you if it was amy or deanna or however the fuck you spell her name. wtf did i ever do to his cousin ... NOTHING. so why the fuck does she hate me ... oh because amy hammels ex boyfriend found me and we started going out ... hmm maybe ... jealousy sucks dude. and i dont care about this anymore. im happy with brad and no ones breaking me up with him. you can go FUCK yourself
i spent the night at sis's this weekend. i had fun ... stayed up until about 5 woke up at 10 when brad came and saw me. i had fun ... i had a mad headache though.
i miss my dad more and more everyday ... i talk bad about him because im mad at him and i shouldnt do that .. but i still love him. my mom and liam went up to chimney rocks and horshoe curve and it brought back memories because i remember when me, my dad, and my mom went and did that sorta shit ... why can't i just have a family anymore?
lately everyone wants to hang out ... because they have no one else. well guess what .. im not putting my life on hold just because you wanna hang out NOW.
im out ... im going to take a nap. so i'll write more later.
x chelsea ann
i love you bradley michael burket ... forever and for always <3
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